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Monday, November 30, 2009, 11:15 PM
30/11/09 11.23pm
Hoho, i'm here to blog. But i don't know what to post lei ._. .
Yesterday whole night, never sleep played games. Actually was waiting for baby come find me. But i fell asleep x.x , was too tired ._. . Regretted for not sleeping ._. Arghh , After that. Ahyong and cass come find us. Slack awhile, gave baby my lunch. Silly girl, always never eat de. Biiiiiiiii . I don't want u to fall sick okay! So must eat more <: .
Around 6plus, went out of house. Went to find jordon, Ahaha . Baichi wear formal ._. . Quite funny ahahahah. Hmm, sent baby go to Mrt inter. Halfway they said wanted to go bugis sheesha. Than called baby, ask her wait and take the train together.
I went to Bugis and she went jurong, haha. End of post :x
To pb : If u say i won't change, i think you're wrong. Just stalk awhile more and see it with yr dogs eyes(: Bye. :D
Friday, November 20, 2009, 4:13 PM
20/11/09 4.15pmOh , what happening to the weather ? It has been rainning for days .
Hmm
Sigh , 4 Days to check up and 16days to oversea .
Should i be happy or sad?
Arghh ..
Sigh ...
Everything is too late now , now that our relationship was becoming solitary . Her being by my side was something i thought was natural . I regret not expressing my true feeling towards you . Alought i come to regret , i know it's too late already . My heartaches behide those sadows , too bad u didn't realise . Because u were having fun with your friends . Once the music ends , you'll be with him forever . Be Happy with him so that i can forget u . For so long i lived in a illusion like a fool . Well It's too late now .
Last long
3 Words .
I'm Not Worthy .
Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 2:56 PM
I'M SO PISSED OFF !!!!!!!!!
But i now realise , it's not worth it (: .
I not gonna let the second of her hurt me .
Cause it's not worth it (:
Forget it and move on (: .
Forget it and move on (: .
Turing my back must be quicker than letting my tear out , too bad u don't know (:
Saturday, November 14, 2009, 3:45 PM
14/11/09 3.47pm
It was too far to turn back . I wanted to hold u
but you were too far .. If only i know we were gonna break up like this , I should have loved u a little .
If only i knew I'd hurt like this , i should have hid my heart and loved you .
Seeing u turn your back , i should have love u alittle .
Since u know how to move on ,
Why should i stay here like a fool hanging on the past ?
Guess is time to move on ba :)
Haha . =x
拿的起 , 放的下
:)
Byebye :)
Bid A goodbye :)
U walk your way , i walk mine .
So byebye LOL :X
Friday, November 13, 2009, 6:29 PM
Song lyrics :I would argue , Than u would cry
As you're struggling , I would only get stronger
My heartaches behide these shadows
My face brightens up as i see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And i scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breathe , Than I bite my lips
Than i pray that she would leave his side .
Baby ~
Please don't hold those hands .
Cuz u should be my lady ~
Please look at me , I've been waiting all this time .
Once the music ends , You'll be with him forever .
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come .
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
Oh no ~
You , who never understood my feelings
Because of that , i ended up despising you
Then i wished a misfortune upon you
But now , my eyes are dry
Now i am talking to myself , it must be an old habbit
Every night i would look at myself
And wonder how it turned out like this
I woud close my eyes .
Then i dream an unless dream
Than i pray she would leave him .
Baby ~ (Baby)
Please don't hold those hands .
Cuz u should be my lady ~ (lady)
Please look at me , I've been waiting all this time .
Once the music ends , You'll be with him forever .
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come .
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
Oh no ~
By all means , be happy with him
So i can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although i tired my best but , no oh ~
Once the music ends ,
You'll be with him forever .
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come .
The wedding dress you once wore
Oh no ~
The wedding dress you once wore
Wedding dress
wedding dress
I've been Living the lies for too long
(The wedding dress you once wore)
Oh no ~
Oh yeah finally it's done . Fuck yahoo that don't have the lyrics .
Make me type so long zz .
Haha .
11 days more to my heart check up yea .
Can any1 just make me feel happy ?..
Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 7:18 PM
11/11/09 7.20 pmWhy did u just leave me there alone ?
Everything is too late now .
The way she never spoke at times .
The last words were Goodbye rather than Thanks
It shows it's the end .
No matter what happen , i'll always be there when u need me .
That's was my promise to you girl .
Saturday, November 7, 2009, 10:14 PM
06/11/09Here to blog .
Yesterday , I did enjoyed myself . Because of you .
Thanks for making smiling . Sorry for u my fuck up attitude at the Afternoon .
07/11/09 10.26pm .
Lets post abt today .
Today wake up at 1 plus . Hmm was still feeling tired ! Gah ..
Had a quarrel with stead .
Than off to west plaza basketball court at 5 plus .
Played awhile , 6 plus went to Downtown East .
Eat dinner , when to church with kaiteck , Justin and jiekai .
9.30 ended .
Rushed home .
Check whether she online .
To baby :
You saved me from my loneliness , my pain ,
In front of you , I don’t have to hold back
Alought u understand my temper .
I don’t want you to leave me .
Maybe if we keep on like this .. i scare i'll be seeing you embracing another .
Maybe One day u will find your only one .
Guess your friend is right .
We came from different world .
Different Attitude , Different charater .
But i just wan u to change , to suit me better .
U also told me .
You will change for the better and not for the worst .
I'm not asking to u be ahlian to suit me .
Maybe , some day if we apart , I would still smile and bless you .
Just observing is enough .
Like right now .
You said u with yr friend drinkin at home ,
But what did i found out ?
U off your phone .
And you're not at home .
Should i trust u ?
I told u , i need time to trust u .
But u .
Didn't cherish it .
What can i do now ?
Please tell me . I'm seriously tired of all this ..
Yea i know ,
Maybe i'm not that guy u wanted me to be .
i'm not worthy for u bah .
I'm sorry for hurting u .
All the pain that's been wrecking my brain i'm so close getting insane .
Before the door is close , Baby pls don't go away .
Maybe is me who can't give u what u wanted .
Hais , i want u to stay ..
Thursday, November 5, 2009, 8:55 PM
05/11/09 9.10pmOh , it had been 4 days be been together baby girl . (:
Although there is some fights or what .
But at least we make it true .
Hmm ,
Although today u let me down , but it's okay .
At least u tell me the reason .
Hmm .. Baby thanks for letting me know how u were feeling .
But it's okay .
Although u still haven't forgot the past .
Hais ,
Let's preview from the drama , everything matches . He matches u .
Suddenly understanding . Even though evnying .
Maybe silence is better ? You just make me realise .
The one who walk closer will be hurt faster .
So yea , lets tak it slow okay ?
Maybe even thought we have no fortune to be together forever ,
I would still choose to let u know that i love you wih no regrets .
I'll always be there by your side .
Yes indeed after happily playing and laughing with friends and u , i would be able to totally retreat .
Forget it abt the night
Totally bwg .
Sunday, November 1, 2009, 2:04 PM
01/11/09 2.05pmHey readers , I'm here to post .
Haha , Yesterday woke up at 2plus .
Gees . Thanks to that kor -.-''
Hmm , When to Hougang find his grandma
After tht cab to Kallang .
That's his house . LOL
After that went to find baby ,
Who knows ?
It was rainning cats and dog !!
Roar me and ah yong was caught in the rain .
Wtf . So sudden -.-'''
Haha , nbm .
Mrt Back to Whitesand and go find abby and her friend .
Hmm , Met already .
Went to Downtown East .
She go her friend chalet than i pei her .
After awhile .
I gave her my free ticket to Escape ,
Cause she wanted to go with her friend .
Nbm , i went to kaiteck Chruch .
Blah Blah ..
Sorry baby if yesterday i did anything wrong . Maybe is i think too much ba ? Sorry .
Please don't angry already okay ? It won't happen again okay ?
I love you (:
Ng Kee Wen Clement <3 Claudia Tan Simin (:
011109 3.40am <3